
hi im pax (they/them),
im an experimental being who lives and breathes in the clouds of hope; ever world-building and envisioning realities where we can all arrive and remain our most creative, impassioned, and tender selves.
im a breathworker, but only became one out of necessity because i longed to LIVE in my body. nothing has reached me as deeply as the medicine of Breath, and the full body remembering of how to Be totally Here, just as i am.
im like every other human gasping for air amidst the constant force and barrage of social and political instability—i forget myself. i snap and bite back as the world has shown me how…yet still, pauses of softness survive and guide me to a memory: there is Life outside of this brutality, and our Bodies are the key to disrupting its power over us.
i radically believe that open-heartedness is our natural state of Being. after all, our hearts are the first organ to develop in our Body. living in a culture that prioritizes the mind over our Bodies is detrimental to our ability to actually be present and with ourselves/each other.
if every time we meditate we spend the entire time trying to control and silence ourselves—are we really all that skilled in mindfulness…do we really have a relationship with ourselves? or is just another power struggle in our lives?
my work is to empower other humans to deepen their relationship with everything; themselves, their loved ones, the present moment. i love to work with people who crave more depth, creative expression, radical honesty, and intimacy with every part of their lives.
if you’re here, i know there are parts of you who are heartbroken over all the creativity, play, and wonder that’s been stolen from you. we we’re never meant to get this far from ourselves.
im a griefworker who believes that grief is a spell for radical acceptance.
i believe our Bodies are deeply intelligent, and that they know what they need to heal. all we have to do is remember how to listen.
this is for you if you are interested in:
~ depthwork + integrative work
~ collective liberation
~ griefwork + carework
~ future tending
~ inner journeying
~ cultivating presence
~ becoming your weirdest, most enlivened self
~ supporting others in becoming their weirdest selves
~ breaking cycles
~ facillitating meaningful change
~emotional health and understanding some of the undercurrents in our emotional world
~personal clarity + cognitive health
~creativity, play, and joy!!!
~chronic stress, low energy, burnout
~griefwork + rage + finding purpose
~blood pressure, lung health, and heart health
~deepening your relationship to your inner world, body and intuitive wisdom
~returning to yourself after getting lost in the sauce of life
~becoming your most confident and enlivened self
~actually being honest with yourself about what you want and desire